alright.. i know i seldom update.. n i think my blog is dying soon..

well.. too many things had happened.. i am worried sick for my brother.. he totally got himself into serious deep shit.. n i feel that he doesnt know the seriousness of the matter.. haiz.. so much as i wan to walk out n dont give a damn.. i stil cant.. went down to the police post today n got to call up the lawyers tml to try to peace things out.. damn..

this is the last time i am gonna clear shit for him..

Monday
went to acc dear for his checkup.. another week of mc for him..
before meeting him at the hosp.. i went to his hse n hide the present i got for him..
after sending him home.. i went to work.. afternoon shift for this week..
after work.. its 12mn exactly.. which is his bday.. i lied to him saying that i had to work ot so i cant come over le..
hee.. went over his place.. n i prepared a surprise for him.. =)
i am so happy to see the smile on his face.. n melted when he said he was very very touch..

Tuesday
my dear's bday..
spent it with our frens.. cos i celebrated wif him on sunday le..
went marina for steamboat.. after which we all headed down to O2 for a drink..
right.. n he vomited.. haha.. his purmei frens came down too.. shared cab home wif them..

Wednesday
went to work as usual..
after work i went down to zouk.. always fun there.. cos i can dance.. though the usual gang is not there.. but well.. i just love dancing..
however, towards the end i was quite pissed off.. not gonna mention wat incident.. nvm abt tt..
went back to dear's place..

Thursday
a normal day.. went home after work..
too much partying n late nights.. gonna rest a day..

Friday
went to work early.. i was having a super bad mood that day..
i just hated it when the other team ppl demands that we should let them use the equipment when i was there first.. so wat if u have samples.. we too have samples.. if not why would i be using the equipment.. selfish butch of ppl..
Due to work.. i was realli totally in a bad mood.. plus i was stuck not knowing where to go after work.. rh they all were at wala wala.. soulmate ask mi to go clubbing.. n my dear is celebrating his bday wif his purmei frens..
In the end, i went down to find dear.. knowing that the chances of my mood getting better after seeing him is quite high.. haha.. initially i was veri hesitant to go down.. partly bcos i was afraid that my mood will affect him n also bcos i was afraid of being left out..
but well, turned out i made the right decision.. i really had fun tt night..
went down to O2 to find them.. wah liew.. they already open like 4 to 5 bottles of martell.. faintz.. played dice with amos.. haha.. dont know how to spell his name.. he is super pro lo.. i kanna cheated by him.. hehe.. but lucky dear's gfs all protect mi..! haha..
after which, all of us headed down to St James, Dragonfly.. that place is huge lo.. n we all got in free of charge.. yeay.. they opened 2 bottles of martell there.. dotz.. n ordered waterfall for dear.. lucky i drank most of it for him.. if not i will be dragging him home liao.. haha..
the music there is not bad.. hee.. good experience..
overall.. it was a fun night.. =)

Saturday
pig out at his place.. went out for sushi wif him and caught Step Up..
omg.. the show is so nice.. actualli its a dancing movie.. so ppl whu have a passion for dancing should go see it.. hee.. met up wif the usual gang for ktv.. super duper long time since i have been there.. lol.. all of us didnt know wat songs to sing anymore! omg..
after ktv we chill out at coffee club express.. n i had my mud pie! yummi! =)

Sunday
after settling my bro's matter..
i rested at home awhile.. need to gather all my tots.. i admit i was feeling down.. not bcos of my bro.. i am sick of him already.. but bcos of my mom.. i really feel sad.. i really want her to be happy..
dear called n i went over to find him.. he is having serious hangover due to ytd's celebration..
acc him till ten plus.. then i went back home.. talked to rh.. haha..

i m strong.. i can do this.. yes i can !